The worst thing is hating your life but not having the right to. Not to say that I hate my life, but it is a long and painful road to success. I cut everyone and everything I love out of my life in order to focus and do what I have to do, and it’s so very lonely. Successful, but unhappy. Scholarship applications, interviews, meetings, conferences, when am I finally going to be able to enjoy being a kid.
Tuesday May 21 @ 02:18am with 0 notes
Honestly, my two best girl friends. They’re all I need and I’m happy.
Sunday May 19 @ 05:23am with 0 notes
haha if youre bored you could kiss me idk just sayin
Wednesday May 15 @ 04:10am with 70,598 notes
NCAA Semifinals! Intense volleyball with great company. Whatever happens happens and there’s no looking back!
Friday May 3 @ 04:29am with 0 notes
Sunday Apr 21 @ 07:27pm with 26,573 notes
It’s been one month. Thanks for late nights on the beach, midnight drives, motorcycle rides, reunions at the airport, and for exposing me to the culture and beauty of LA.
Sunday Apr 21 @ 06:12pm with 2 notes
That honeymoon stage.
Wednesday Apr 10 @ 02:31am with 0 notes
There is no bigger sense of accomplishment than speaking onstage with the support of many in the crowd. My dad, this being his first time seeing me outside of home, has not only stopped hating me, but instead, now holds me in the highest regard, higher than even the most educated and polished adults he knows. He now believes me to be someone truly special and amazing. My speech was a wonderful breakthrough in our relationship, and it’s nice to finally have him on board.
Thursday Apr 4 @ 01:33am with 2 notes
I really really really don’t understand the point of Harvard, Yale, Princeton, Stanford, Dartmouth, UC Berkeley, UCLA when I have to pay 20 grand out of my own pocket just to attend each year. Such shitty financial aid packets, crushing the dreams of people who can’t afford to just dish out tons of cash like that. Money isn’t money when it’s tied up, I’m just as poor as everyone else who’s going to an Ivy for free.
Monday Apr 1 @ 03:11am with 1 note
I love those late nights with you, you make all that cheesy romantic stuff come to life.
Monday Apr 1 @ 02:27am with 0 notes
Sigh, just booked my flight to Yale. 15 hours of flying, yippee. Hooray for three days at Yale though. And then after that, two days back in LA before I fly off again to Harvard for three days. That makes 30 hours of flying in a week, ugh.
Wednesday Mar 27 @ 11:06pm with 5 notes
Geez, DCON was one of the best experiences of my life. It exceeded all my expectations and was truly amazing. I feel so much love for Key Club and my heart feels so heavy when I think about how it’s going to end for me in a few months. No matter how much or how little you’re involved in Key Club, it never fails to truly touch your heart. I’m really going to miss it.
Tuesday Mar 26 @ 11:32pm with 17 notes
Did you all have a good Thursday?! ‘Cause I know I did!
Friday Mar 22 @ 03:08am with 1 note
do you ever just get up from your computer to walk aimlessly around your house only to sit back down in front of the computer again
when else am i going to exercise
Friday Mar 22 @ 02:47am with 249,736 notes
Some people you just can’t trust your feelings with, so keep them to yourself if you don’t want to get hurt.
Wednesday Mar 20 @ 12:38am with 2 notes